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INFORMATION
I'm nothing like what you think i am and everything that you think i'm not.
MuN



Yo, what up. Nothing much to say about myself. I'm just a 16 yr old average kid who's living a not-so-average life. Getting into troubles every single day [seriously, why me?] not that i hate it or sth, i just love getting into troubles [as long as i can get out].
I love doing all sorts of crazy stuffs and usually don't do stuffs that others do, get what i'm trying to say? No? It's okay..
So, my BIG day's on 6th march

I love almost everything that's unique and amusing.

I always go for thrills.

So..Did i say a bit too much..

You know, i can't really judge myself well.

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This is your LUCKY day, talk all you want


AFFILIATES
the big big world.
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REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • May 2009
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  • December 2009
  • April 2010


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    Sunday, June 07, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 9:11 PM

    Kare Uta - GazettE


    kuukyo datta kokoro no uta ima nado sagasezu
    furikaereba soko ni wa nani mo, nokottenakatta.

    toki ga tateba iroaseteku, hana no you na uta hibiku hazu mo nai kareta uta

    kako wo motomete hanareteyuku wakatteta hazu no ni naze itamu?
    mimi ni nokoru sono neiro wa dore dake mune ni hibiitekuretemasu ka?

    "nani mo kawaranai no ni" ano koro yori mo...
    "mae wo muketeiru no ni" okashii na...
    "dandan tooku natte" te ga todokanakunatte, sabishii no wa onaji hazu na no ni...
    "nani wo motometeiru no?" wakaranakunatte...
    "kidzukeba mou doko ka e" tobitatta ato...
    "muryoku na jibun ni kidzuki" furikaereba, soko ni wa hikarabita egao ga...

    doushiyou mo naku kanashii toki ni oboreru namida no you na itsuwaru koto no nai uta wo
    kotoba ni naranai hodo ureshii toki ni egao no you na uta ga utaetara.

    furue wa mada hidoku tsudzuku iki wo kirashi tachidomareba nani mo nakatta
    ano toki to onaji tsumetai mainichi ni kaeritaku wa nai.

    osanaki koro kara yume miteta yume no naka ippo zutsu mata ippo zutsu...
    "sasaeatte waraiatte naite kizutsuite"
    onaji iro no yume wo tomo ni aruite ikou.

    doushiyou mo naku tsurai toki miseta yowasa wo sasaetekureta shinjiru hito e
    bukiyou na kotoba de shika ienai kedo kareta koe ga tomaru made doko ni itai

    doushiyou mo naku kanashii toki ni koboreru namida no you nai tsuwaru koto no nai uta wo
    kotoba ni naranai hodo ureshii toki ni egao no you na uta ga utaetara.

    "kareta koe ga tomaru made doko ni itai"

    ***********

    Unable to search for the meaning of my heart's empty song
    When I turned around, there was nothing left
    As time passes, the song fades like a flower
    A withered song that doesn't echo

    Longing for the past, we grow apart
    I knew it would happen, so why does it hurt?
    How much does the melody that lingers in my ears echo in my heart?

    Nothing has changed since then
    I'm facing forward, but it's strange
    You're gradually growing so distant I can't reach
    I thought we were both lonely
    So what am I longing for? I don't know anymore
    Before I realize it, you've flown off somewhere
    I realize my powerlessness and turn around
    And there was my dried-up self

    When things are too sad to bear
    There's a song without lies that spills over like tears
    When I'm too happy for words
    I wish I could sing a song like a smile...

    The violent trembling still continues
    If I hold my breath and stand still
    It's like back when there was nothing
    I don't want to go back to those cold days

    Since I was small I dreamed in dreams
    One step at a time
    We supported each other, laughing together
    We cried and got hurt
    Let's walk together in the same-colored dream

    When things were too hard to bear
    The weakness you showed supported me; I have faith in you
    And I can only say it with clumsy words, but
    I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

    When things are too sad to bear
    There's a song without lies that spills over like tears
    When I'm too happy for words
    I wish I could sing a song like a smile...

    I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

    Until my withered voice gives out...