This sickening life of mine keeps getting worse day by day. I wonder if anyone jinxed me cause I had been experience a hell lot of bad luck these few days. Really, implausible.

The day HAD to begin with that prefect’s face? I never saw him around the gate earlier and of all the days WHY today? Didn’t he know that I had exams today! Haiz…why am I blaming him? It’s not his fault anyway. It’s just that I’m meant to create chaos wherever I go. Ms. Chaotic

Which reminds me, my friend pointed out that I’m a bad girl and I’m not sure if he was joking cause I did not see his expression since we were talking on MSN. He’s the first person who ever said that and as for the rest…well I’m not sure if they are being kind or honest. But who cares. I never said I was a good girl xP and most importantly I don’t have to worry about rules anymore, cause bad girls don’t do that lolls. Although yeah, during some point of time I maybe wrongly accused. And if people who know me well can be dumb enough to believe all that, then there’s nothing that I can do. I won’t have to justify because they wouldn’t believe me anyway and if they did then they wouldn’t have believed in those pack of lies in the first place.

I know someone who talked behind my back and until today I’m trying to forget what she did but every time she appears in front of me all that hatred returns at once. I’m trying to talk less to her cause I fear I might end up telling her things that she may not want to hear. Hmm…I might be bad, but I’m not heartless.

And I’m seriously upset today cause my form teacher confiscated my necklace during the exam and that completely spoilt my mood and I started picturing my necklace on every single page of the exam paper which was tremendously disrupting cause I was hardly able to concentrate. Yeah I know it was JUST a necklace but it cost me money! You don’t get those colourful notes for free you know…

And I’m apparently typing with great difficulty cause today I got stung by a bee and thank God it was only ONE bee cause there were several more around there and if they had all stung me together then I would have been in the hospital by now. I was up at the terrace that time and my parents were there too and mom immediately started panicking as usual and dad started to pretend it was nothing [as usual] Then mom asked me to apply honey as fast as I could cause according to her it helps a lot but my father suggested that it’s nothing and that I should be a good girl and sit somewhere quietly and then they started to argue over it for some time and forgot all about me. So I went down on my own and applied honey. Mom came down soon after that, followed by dad. And mom was acting as though I was going to die and dad was scolding her for scaring me [which made no difference cause she still kept panicking anyway] and yeah….that’s my family. I love them anyway. The wound’s still bad. Haiz..

I think I did badly for my exam today……….hmmmmmmmm……..but I’m too sick to care. Oh well. Better luck next time.

P.S. I’m a bad bad girl~ in a bad bad world~ ….. [Freak I’m harping on it].

Miracles don’t exist. If they did, why am I still stuck here?

† Mun †