Darn it, DARN it. I’m not able to blog regularly at all. What the hell? What did I do to deserve this? No net, no hand phone, soon they’re gonna drive me out of the house too when they get my school results. What the hell? Don’t I already look pathetic enough that they have to dig out more of my possessions and get rid of them?

Bloody Hell.

YES I am angry now. VERY angry. In fact, I’m FUMING. Put it however you want, I don’t give a damn.

School is very boring now cause they are doing nothing in there except for some…I dunno what to call it….workshops maybe. First few hours before recess there is completely nothing to do and then after that we have to go to the comp lab and sit there for a couple more dragging hours learning some things that I’ve got no idea about…

And I didn’t go to school for two days. First I didn’t go on Monday cause I got upset with my friend and I couldn’t sleep the whole night. Then woke up late. And the rest is history.

Then the following day I had to go and luckily my form teacher was absent on that day cause I didn’t have any mc or letter with me and her sarcastic attitude is the last thing I would ever want to begin my day with.

God I regret going to school on Tuesday……

First 2 hours, NOTHING to do. I kept listening to songs and tried scribbling in some songs into my diary. My friends called me up to join them in their group to chit chat but I lost the mood and decided being alone was better.

Then the worst part came when we had to go to the comp lab and then do some of that….i dunno what to call them. Anyway, we did some dumb things which were completely unnecessary cause the instructors never even came around to check if we were doing it properly.

Unless you got unlucky and they happened to be loitering around you.

Then you’re dead.

But even so, the whole workshop…thingy….whatever….was not necessary. They were making us practice for future references. Already I’m losing control of the present and they want me to think of the future.

Then after that MRS TOH came around. She came into the comp lab and luckily we all were leaving at that time so I tried my level best to leave the place before she could see me. Cause after all that trouble I caused her regarding the home econ project; I’m sure she wouldn’t wanna see me either.
The escape plan was fruitless and the moment I stepped out of the door she called me from behind. Was it my imagination or did she sound sarcastic? No, seriously. Maybe I’ve had too much of my form teacher so I’ve started seeing sarcasm everywhere. Even I have turned sarcastic. And this is how the short conversation went…. [At least what I could remember]

Mrs Toh: Muntaha [heavy sarcasm]

Me: *tries to smile*

Mrs Toh: Haven’t seen you for a long while. Did you go back to India? *glares*

Me: [first of all I dun even live in India] No...Uhh...I didn’t come to school for many days. [You never saw me cause I never came in front of you, duh.]

Mrs Toh: Why?*casually standing* *still glaring*

Me: I’ve had… umm… problems at home. [You dun have to think twice to know if it’s a lie]

Mrs Toh: *nods* *looks away*

Me: *quietly runs away*

THE END

No I didn’t exactly run away. And yes I LIED. Which wasn’t really a lie...cause I really was stressed about a lot of things before my examination. If I do badly for my exam, the first person I’m gonna thrash is phantom. Muahahaha~!

Forget it. I dun even wanna talk about him.

But Tuesday didn’t go all that bad cause I managed to use to the comp after school in the comp lab. I was looking for GazettE’s live performances and some of their official music videos.

And so after that horrible day at school, I decided not to go to school today. Which was a very retarded thing to do cause I have this very bad feeling Ms Lye won’t spare me tomorrow….

P.S. Now that I think about it, i didn’t even HAVE any escape plan at the comp lab =.=

Violent people are usually the ones who are very weak inside. Cause they dun have enough strength to keep their anger within.

Mun