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INFORMATION
I'm nothing like what you think i am and everything that you think i'm not.
MuN



Yo, what up. Nothing much to say about myself. I'm just a 16 yr old average kid who's living a not-so-average life. Getting into troubles every single day [seriously, why me?] not that i hate it or sth, i just love getting into troubles [as long as i can get out].
I love doing all sorts of crazy stuffs and usually don't do stuffs that others do, get what i'm trying to say? No? It's okay..
So, my BIG day's on 6th march

I love almost everything that's unique and amusing.

I always go for thrills.

So..Did i say a bit too much..

You know, i can't really judge myself well.

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This is your LUCKY day, talk all you want


AFFILIATES
the big big world.
friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend friend

REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
  • May 2009
  • June 2009
  • July 2009
  • September 2009
  • November 2009
  • December 2009
  • April 2010


  • CREDITS
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    Monday, June 15, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 3:33 AM

    Wednesday, June 10, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 8:45 PM

    okay here's a short introduction to the drama series Hana Yori Dango (boys over flowers japanese version) I'm gonna post some videos of that drama later on :)







    Domyouji Tsukasa

    The F4 leader.
    Son of the wealthiest & most powerful family in Japan.
    Stubborn but soft at heart.
    He doesn't like dating girls and loves playin pranks on people.
    The only thing he ever does is go arond hitting people without a reason.

    Makino is the first girl he ever managed to like.



    Hanazawa Rui

    he is a part of F4.
    A very quiet guy who always saves Makino at the nick of time.
    He is a bit introverted.
    He plays violin and often spends time at the fire
    emergency staircase.
    He was Makino's first crush.








    Akira Mimasaki


    Part of F4


    H is also known as the Lady Killer.

    He got the above title from dating older women and breaking their hearts by leaving them.

    A play boy

    His father is a well known underworld gangster




    Nishikado Soujiro

    Part of F4.

    He is the heir to the tea ceremony school.

    A big playboy.

    Loves to be in the company of women.












    Makino Tsukushi


    She is a bright and strong willed person.

    Stubborn at times.

    Despite suffering poverty she mages to get into a very classy school.

    She works at the dango shop after school.



    Sunday, June 07, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 9:11 PM

    Kare Uta - GazettE


    kuukyo datta kokoro no uta ima nado sagasezu
    furikaereba soko ni wa nani mo, nokottenakatta.

    toki ga tateba iroaseteku, hana no you na uta hibiku hazu mo nai kareta uta

    kako wo motomete hanareteyuku wakatteta hazu no ni naze itamu?
    mimi ni nokoru sono neiro wa dore dake mune ni hibiitekuretemasu ka?

    "nani mo kawaranai no ni" ano koro yori mo...
    "mae wo muketeiru no ni" okashii na...
    "dandan tooku natte" te ga todokanakunatte, sabishii no wa onaji hazu na no ni...
    "nani wo motometeiru no?" wakaranakunatte...
    "kidzukeba mou doko ka e" tobitatta ato...
    "muryoku na jibun ni kidzuki" furikaereba, soko ni wa hikarabita egao ga...

    doushiyou mo naku kanashii toki ni oboreru namida no you na itsuwaru koto no nai uta wo
    kotoba ni naranai hodo ureshii toki ni egao no you na uta ga utaetara.

    furue wa mada hidoku tsudzuku iki wo kirashi tachidomareba nani mo nakatta
    ano toki to onaji tsumetai mainichi ni kaeritaku wa nai.

    osanaki koro kara yume miteta yume no naka ippo zutsu mata ippo zutsu...
    "sasaeatte waraiatte naite kizutsuite"
    onaji iro no yume wo tomo ni aruite ikou.

    doushiyou mo naku tsurai toki miseta yowasa wo sasaetekureta shinjiru hito e
    bukiyou na kotoba de shika ienai kedo kareta koe ga tomaru made doko ni itai

    doushiyou mo naku kanashii toki ni koboreru namida no you nai tsuwaru koto no nai uta wo
    kotoba ni naranai hodo ureshii toki ni egao no you na uta ga utaetara.

    "kareta koe ga tomaru made doko ni itai"

    ***********

    Unable to search for the meaning of my heart's empty song
    When I turned around, there was nothing left
    As time passes, the song fades like a flower
    A withered song that doesn't echo

    Longing for the past, we grow apart
    I knew it would happen, so why does it hurt?
    How much does the melody that lingers in my ears echo in my heart?

    Nothing has changed since then
    I'm facing forward, but it's strange
    You're gradually growing so distant I can't reach
    I thought we were both lonely
    So what am I longing for? I don't know anymore
    Before I realize it, you've flown off somewhere
    I realize my powerlessness and turn around
    And there was my dried-up self

    When things are too sad to bear
    There's a song without lies that spills over like tears
    When I'm too happy for words
    I wish I could sing a song like a smile...

    The violent trembling still continues
    If I hold my breath and stand still
    It's like back when there was nothing
    I don't want to go back to those cold days

    Since I was small I dreamed in dreams
    One step at a time
    We supported each other, laughing together
    We cried and got hurt
    Let's walk together in the same-colored dream

    When things were too hard to bear
    The weakness you showed supported me; I have faith in you
    And I can only say it with clumsy words, but
    I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

    When things are too sad to bear
    There's a song without lies that spills over like tears
    When I'm too happy for words
    I wish I could sing a song like a smile...

    I want to stay here until my withered voice gives out

    Until my withered voice gives out...
    Saturday, June 06, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 1:16 AM

    Yesterday had been a complete disaster with all those guests and their little devlish kids running around without balance and i was running after 5 of them at most. No i was not playing, i was trying to STOP them. ARRGGHH!!

    and then there was this part where i was in the balcony listening to songs and msging Phantom when suddenly i sensed a slight movement beside me and i turned around and this 2 yr old baby was climbing up the railing =.=

    He was leaning forward and he was in such a position that if i had been late by atleast 2 seconds, he would have been a goner. Oh My Hell..seriously i can't forget it. I actually screamed and tried to pull him away but he was clutching onto the railing and wasn't letting go and then he was kinda heavy so i had pull with all my might and then finally i got him free and once he got out of the mess he looked at me, [i apparently was panting] and then looked at the balcony and then ran away =.=

    Then before i could figure out what was going on, he was in my bro's room jumping all over the bed. AND then i tried to get him down but he wouldn't listen and then the whole drama continued for at least 3 minutes then he finally came down and ran to my room and grabbed the first thing he saw. MY TEXTBOOK. Then he ran away with my text book.

    Then the other four toddlers apparently joined him and all of them started playing around the house. Two of them were having a screaming competition and they were screaming really loud. Which was seriously....umm...not good for your ears :S Then there was also this third kid who kept coming to my room and messing with the keyboard. Then when he saw the wall paper of the computer he was like "Bhow! Bhow!" Meaning he was trying to imply that the wallpaper looked like a ghost or sth, it is GazettE for your info but i'll spare you this time since you're only a kid.

    Hmm....but then there was also this 2 or 3 month old baby and he was completely adorable :D

    I took care of him for sometime when his mom was busy and the whole time i was admiring him. I dunno why. It's just hard to imagine sth so cuddly and small can exist in this world. Haiz....anyway...mom cooked a hell lot of dishes last night and we had to do a lot of cleaning up and stuffs and we slept around 2 am or sth. Been a very exhausting d
    ay..Hmm..
    Title :
    Time : 1:05 AM



    And Here is a funny backstage scene of the GazettE :D



    GazettE Interview :D



    GazettE speaking english XD



    Friday, June 05, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 5:03 AM

    Hmmm...i'm posting at a very odd time. A few guests are gonna come over to our house soon and yeah. What is there to say about it anw. They are not even here, how do i describe the event.

    Haiz... i am BORED.

    Boredom is terrble. It feasts on your brain and licks on your skull (???)

    Right..

    Let's be more scientific in this case. My sense of poem sucks.

    Hmm...i suck at science too.

    Voila! i'm good at nothing. Wahaha.

    So that's supposed to be a good thing aye? you find it interesting aye? Why am i crapping? I guess these are the side effects of boredom. Hmm...it is indeed boring.

    We're not gonna be in the badminton competition :( Ain is all happy about it so i'm trying to be happy too. Actually i should be. It's a holiday, we can't be on a competition during a holiday.

    People will give us the eye.

    Mr Lee was saying that he was gonna choose those we were very hard working and training till they were all in sweats and...uhh....he described a lot more that i forgot...SO those people will be chosen. Ain and i hadn't been following that so he kinda got mad. He thinks we're the only ones slacking. Yeah right, take a good look at the stadium and you'll find slackers in every nook and every corner.

    You hear that MAN? a not-so-young MAN?

    I hope he never finds this blog...

    My dad is home. Hmm...Hey dad (:

    Damn i'm gonna stop typing before i blurt out more crappy stuffs.

    P.S. My dad is HOME! damn it!!! AAAHHH~!!! Blo0ody Sickening LIFE!
    Monday, June 01, 2009
    Title :
    Time : 10:29 PM

    Okay, i found this in Sabri's blog and decided to try it out :D it's kinda umm...long and weird :s

    01. Real name – To be kept confidential XD
    02. Nickname(s)- Mun
    03. Star sign - Pieces
    04. Male or female – Female, duh
    05. Elementary – I dun remember…
    06. Middle School - Yishun Primary School! (the old one)
    07. High School – Chua Chu Kang Sec
    08. Hair color - Black
    09. Long or short hair- Long
    010. Loud or Quiet – Not sure :S

    011. Sweats or Jeans - Jeans.
    012. Phone or Camera - BOTH
    013. Fruits or fried foods- Fruits
    014. Drink or Smoke? – Ew?
    015. Do you have a crush on someone? - No
    016. Eat or Drink - Both
    017. Piercings - Ear.
    018. Tattoos – Ew…
    019. Been in an airplane – Yea
    020. Been in a relationship – Define
    RELATIONSHIP
    021. Been in a car accident – What the hell?! No!
    022. Been in a fist fight – Just wanted to punch someone.

    FIRSTS:
    023. First piercing – I think when I was around 4 years
    024. First best friend – Lamisa, she is in USA now… :( and I lost contact. Damn.
    025. First award – Dun remember :D
    026. First crush – Wun tell :D
    027. First fashion sense – What is fashion? LOL kidding. I dun remember. Hmm…
    028. First vacation – Erm….i dunno…..

    LASTS:
    029. Last person you talked to – Brother (L)
    030. Last person you texted – Shazirah
    031. Last person(s) you watched a movie with – My family? :S
    032. Last food you ate – Pizza
    033. Last movie you watched – Hana Yori Dango
    034. Last song you listened to – Last Bouquet by The GazettE
    035. Last thing you bought - Necklace
    036. Last person you hugged- My mom

    FAVES:
    037. Food – Home made food XD With extra care and love
    038. Drinks – Iced Lemon Tea :D Chocolate milk tea :D with extra pearls XD
    039. Clothing – Depends. :D
    040. Books – Erm…erm…comedy and fantasy I guess?
    041. Musics – The GazettE [duh, lol]
    042. Flower – Red Rose. Black Rose.
    043. Colours – Black, white, red, violet, brown, ash.
    044. Movies – Not really a movie fanatic.
    045. Positions - ???

    IN 2008 you,
    047. [] Kissed in the snow.
    048. [] celebrated Halloween.
    049. [x] had your heart broken.
    050. [x] went over the minutes on your cell phone.
    051. [] someone questioned your sexual orientation.
    052. [] came out of the closet.
    053. [ ] gotten pregnant
    054. [ ] had an abortion
    055. [x] done something you've regretted.
    056. [x] broke a promise.
    057. [x] hid a secret.
    058. [x] pretended to be happy.
    059. [] met someone who changed your life.
    060. [x] pretended to be sick.
    061. [x] left the country.
    062. [x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it.
    063. [x]cried over the silliest thing.
    064. [x] ran a mile.
    065. []went to the beach with your best friend(s).
    066. [x] stayed single the whole year.

    CURRENTLY:
    067. Eating - Nothing.
    068. Drinking - Nothing.
    069. I'm about to – watch TV
    070. Listening to – a woman shouting outside.
    071. Plans for today – Watch TV till midnight
    072. Waiting for – Nothing

    Opposite Sex ,
    073. Want kids? - =.=
    074. Want to get married? - refer above.
    075. Careers in mind – Dunno
    076. Lips or eyes - Dunno
    077. Shorter or taller? - Dunno
    078. Romantic or spontaneous - Dunno
    079. Nice stomach or nice arms – Dunnno
    080. Sensitive or loud - Dunno
    081. Hook-up or relationship - NONE

    FRIENDSHIP :D.
    082. Trouble-maker or hesitant – Trouble MAKER! Muahahah~!
    083. Lost glasses/contacts → NAWW
    084. Ran away from home → Yes. For a short while, after school. When I got my maths paper :S
    085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → Held a toy gun to scare my bro but he didn’t seem to be bothered in any way…
    086. Killed somebody → No? Such a waste of time.
    087. Broken someone's heart → Dunno.
    088. Been arrested → Depends. By who?
    089. Cried when someone died → Hmm. Yeah.

    DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
    090. Yourself – Sometimes.
    091. Miracles – Not really.
    092. Love at first sight – bullshit.
    093. Heaven – Duh.
    094. Santa Claus – The one who supplies toys for free?
    095. Sex on the first date - =.=”
    096. Kiss on the first date – No comments.
    099. Do you believe in God – Duh.
    100. This is the 100th and last. – Thank God.